And here she is
Wisdom tells me Im nothing
Love tells me Im everything
Within the two, my life flows...
her journey
her love
her other voices
her and herself
Heartbeat of a Her
Sunday, January 13, 2008 Sullen.Peeved.Gloomy.
10:54 pm
I feel bitter.
There's no other way to put it.
At times I feel like letting my tears flow
Just to let everything go
Bottling up is no good, they say.
Soon, very soon,there will be a shift
A shift which I am not welcoming
But nonetheless it is inevitable
Two of the people whom I am dependable on a lot
Will no longer be there as much.
I feel like slapping myself silly.
You are a shame to yourself, Su.
You can do this.
Be strong.
I just cant help how Im feeling
My exams are in 4 months time
Go for classes, study and catch up
I have my teaching assignments
To add on, the work @ the centre is in my hands
And as usual money matters shatter me.
I've not been sleeping well
I keep on waking up every hour
And stare into the darkness
Then my mind goes into a whirl
Coz my body is tired and needs sleep
But my mind refuses to obey.
Then in the day, I become edgy
Which translates into grouchy Su.
Fast forward
Thats what im in now
Things are moving at triple the speed.
The question is,
Can i stay in front?
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