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         And here she isWisdom tells me Im nothing
 Love tells me Im everything
 Within the two, my life flows...
 
         
           her journey
           her love 
           her other voices
           her and herself
          
         Heartbeat of a Her
          
         
         Wednesday, October 22, 2008 my eyes are talking2:25 am
         Two hours ago, I was mumbling to myself in total dreadfulness. I was really sleepy but at the same time, there's work which I gotta complete by tonight so with music as my companion, I typed and typed away. And now that I am done, I cant sleep and my eyes are as wide as it can be. Gawd. 
 I have a very bad habit. One which sees me eating in the living room while watching television. After 20 over years of attempting to refrain me from doing that, my parents have given up. So last night when they made me sit with them for dinner, just the 3 of us, I had butterflies in my stomach. Something was up. And of course, I was right. Oh definitely Im not revealing what was discussed/mentioned/said etc etc because its absolutely confidential. :) It was not an unhappy event but it left me with my heart beating as though Im running away a lion which was about to devour me.
 
 I guess theres no avoiding it. Life; change is the only constant, isnt it? I believe He knows best and no matter what, he'll show whats best for me. ( If He doesnt, then Im dead )
 
 This has so far been a great Syawal for me... everything is getting on as well as it can. Yes, Im still running around here and there but I enjoy the spontaneity of what Im doing. I like talking to my students at the centre and my home tuition kids( unless they are in the mood to to drive me nuts ), I like meeting more new students when I conduct workshops for schools, I like teaching these kids not only whats important academically but holistically, I like going to new places each time for new projects, and I like meeting other business partners who give me continued motivation. And most importantly, I like it that I am earning a living doing things I enjoy, which I know is not something everyone gets to have.
 
 And trust me...insyaAllah, it wun stop here.. there is still a long way to go. Like, perhaps, a restaurant....heck yeah, that will be awesome! Hahaha.... berangan lebih...
 
 but with no dreams, we will all be nothing. ;p
 
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