And here she is
Wisdom tells me Im nothing Love tells me Im everything Within the two, my life flows...
her journey
her love
her other voices
her and herself
Heartbeat of a Her
Saturday, May 10, 2008 Yeay!
My kids ( not my children, but my students ) had their mid year examinations and so the past couple of weeks or so have been filled with conducting extra classes, rushing through last minute revision, having prep talks for those who are struggling with their self-confidence, trying to kick out the lazy bones in them so that they'll get down to studying, meeting up with their parents and just as importantly, bearing with their," Again? Why are there no games now? This is soooo boring!" Easily said, I was the one freaking out when they are the ones having their exams. And top that up with managing my own studies. Im not going to lie, its really tough. I only thank God for giving me strength and perseverance to go through each day.. but most definitely I also thank Him for giving me the opportunity to be doing something which I am passionate about. Some of the kids have gotten their results, so far so good. Their hard work paid off and if they are happy, that makes me too! So, my first paper was yesterday and I think it was alright given the circumstances I am in. Haha. I really ought to thank Cristina and Taufiq for enabling me to coop myself up in one of the rooms at the centre and rushing through last minute revision for myself while ensuring that the students would not distract me, as I really really get distracted easily. Those of you who are close to me,will know. Heheeee. 1 down, 3 more to go... I remember yesterday as a buzy bee-like day with my paper in the morning and then rushing off to the centre for a parent-meeting-session and lastly teaching all the way to 9 pm. When I got home, my mum was preparing her delicacy;THE NASI LEMAK, which I gorged down ever so quickly since I was super hungry, not bothering about the fact that it was a little too late in the night to be having that sinful meal.. And then I went to watch Survivor and ten minutes before the show ended, Miss Mezzamilda Mumazat called. She had so much to talk about and as usual was feeding me with 'entertaining stories' ( this gal is really corrupting my mind ) which after she was done,mind you, she even had a CHECK-LIST, she conveniently tossed me aside wishing me good night. More like good morning since it was around 1 in the morning already! She left me with so many tales that my head was kinda ringing away as I slipped off to bed. Last night, I was telling my mum about my meet-up with one of my student's mum. It was a really intense session which stretched to 2 and a half hours. These sessions usually leave me pondering about motherhood. I've had my fair share of watching mothers cry while talking to me about their children for all kinds of reasons. At the end of it all, I just want to say that although I may never understand it now for I am not yet a mother, I definitely understand that motherhood demands the very best of these women whether they are prepared for it or not. And to those who have been giving ( and trying to give as money issues are usually a huge hindrance ) only the best to their children along with unconditional love, I deeply respect them and have a high regard for them. An advanced Happy Mothers' Day to all of you.
Alfie
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