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         And here she isWisdom tells me Im nothing
 Love tells me Im everything
 Within the two, my life flows...
 
         
           her journey
           her love 
           her other voices
           her and herself
          
         Heartbeat of a Her
          
         
         Tuesday, May 06, 2008 And i say.....11:24 pm  One of the gifts of being a girl/female/woman/lady is that whenever you are stressed, you can go on that shopping trip and justify yourself by saying, "I need retail therapy." Retail therapy is indeed a sweet indulge. It gives you this personal satisfaction ( but sad to say, just shortly ) and also a channel to vent frustrations or to pop the stress bubble when you need to. Its just like taking drugs... Costs money and the thrill lasts for a short while. But of course, its legal. :) And fun and pleasurable... and as much as we tell ourselves that we should minimise this rotten habit of ours, its not that easy to resist temptations.. Self restraint is not much of a help especially with the supposedly 'SALES/DISCOUNTS/OFFERS'.. Oh well, I love being a girl.. Enough said! Been under the pressure belt lately and so I succumbed to the self-ruinous habit of mine, or should I say of all girls/females/women/ladies. Its alright yes? Once in a blue moon. Yeah, sure, tell yourself that, Su. If you think about it, its rather intimidating to have someone know you like the back of their hands. You cant really run away by hiding your feelings because no matter what, they know what you are feeling in all the different situations .. Its like they can read your mind and I do not really like it for I find it intrusive.. and being rather simply complicated, I can say it works for me as no one can really see through me.I like that personal space I have. But today, I found myself counting my blessings for having someone who understands me undoubtedly well in my life.. At first, I hated the fact that someone could just read my thoughts without me saying much esp when I tried denying the truth. However in the end, I gave up... I mean, if you have someone who knows you inside out, there's not much running away you can do.
 
 Nonetheless, I thank you for everything... simply everything which you have done for me. Again, I am counting my blessings. :)
  Oh yes, its back to losing-weight-session as I have expanded in ways which are rather not acceptable! Im done with the food binge. Now, am I?
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