And here she is
Wisdom tells me Im nothing
Love tells me Im everything
Within the two, my life flows...
her journey
her love
her other voices
her and herself
Heartbeat of a Her
Thursday, November 08, 2007 In those grey spots...
2:27 am
Once upon a night.....Whitelili e Dreamer says: you are here?
ayyuhaja says: yes :)
ayyuhaja says: guess wat i'm doing
Whitelili e Dreamer says: oh my god seriously u r not sleeping???????????
ayyuhaja says: i cant sleep
Whitelili e Dreamer says: i tot u were!!!
ayyuhaja says: i tot u were too ayyuhaja says: guess wat i'm doing
Whitelili e Dreamer says: oh yes what u duin ?
Whitelili e Dreamer says: lain macam jeWhitelili e Dreamer says: kwa kwa kwa
ayyuhaja says: I'M PAINTING!!!!!!!ayyuhaja says: kwa kwa kwa
and this conversation took place at 2.10 in the wee hrs of the morning. With me @ home and him @ the centre.. yes, you got it right, he's 'spending' the night there. So many things to do, both of us are super stretched and at times going bonkers. We need to re-do the whole centre meaning painting it, moving in furniture bla bl bla but more importantly get students for 2008! So there you go, to him, he might as well just stay there! Not to mention, money matters are really killing us. Stress level is dwarfing Mount Everest. I almost lost my mind earlier. I wonder how I can still throw a smile n kick up some laughter. This is certainly the toughest moment in my life. One which started 5 months ago and which never seems to see the birth of light..I yearn for a peace of heart, for a moment of breather where time will stand still.. I need a miracle. God, be with me and ,WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS. WE WILL....
Say a prayer for me, wun you please.
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