I have never really told about this incident to anyone except for my mates who used to manage the centre together with me including my Dear..

A year ago, I had these 2 friends from school. Everything was good between me and them.. We met at Stansfield and they were both from the same jc and good buddies. Halfway, they became one of our tutors at Gombak. In the second year of school, we even took this same module and I saw more of them. Sadly, somehow, something went wrong and they did things which til now, I still ask myself, what on earth did I do wrong? For I’ve always been fine with them doing projects, studying together, go on outings etc.. I heard they did not like the way I was at the centre since at the time I was i/c of human resource. Well, to me that still does not justify the things they did as they themselves admitted that I was a nice friend. They called me names, scolded me with vulgar language and criticized me as if I stole their rice bowl or murdered their loved ones. As if, I was never a friend of theirs. The last we spoke, was when they came to the centre, to so-called have a closure but it just made matters worse. I felt so hurt by what was happening. I’ve always regarded them as my good friends, and when all that happened, I never knew why. Till today, I never spoke to the both of them again for we never crossed paths. No apologies from them, no explanations. The pain and betrayal I felt haunted me for months.

Today, I received an sms from another friend.. One of them is in hospital.. in ICU to be specific.. Her condition is bad it seems. The sms was a mass one I assume as it was also sent to Taufiq. It said to visit her when we can and keep her in our prayers.

Yes, I will.. definitely.. Of coz, you may ask, “Dun you feel anything by what they did?”. And to be honest, I still do… I have always treasured friendships and what they did shook me and left a scar.

Forgive and forget.. As a muslimah, I know my responsibilities, to forgive and forget.. and when someone is hospitalized, we pay a visit and say a prayer. It still hurts, yes, what she did. But she’s in hospital now. Even Rasullullah made nice with his enemies rite? What more me? Im just a human being.

Now I’ve learnt, dun do bad to people.. for you never know what will happen to you one day and you might just need their blessings..