Heartbeat of a Her

And here she is
Wisdom tells me Im nothing
Love tells me Im everything
Within the two, my life flows...

her journey her love her other voices her and herself

Heartbeat of a Her

Friday, November 02, 2007 Dun play play

3:35 pm

For all the years I have known him, never have i seen him filled with that much anger and rage and contempt.. and the likes.. you name it. For someone who always prefer to focus on solutions than dwell on problems, yesterday, he showed his other side.. a side who will not hesitate to put you in your place when you cross the line. Its like seeing this quiet and 'not many words' person suddenly roared louder than a lion.

But hey.. i think anyone can see it coming esp since for all the crap plus nonsense he has been tolerating and gone through. I've neva seen him speak and with such disdain and derision that even I was shocked myself. I was dumbfounded when I saw him venting his frustration out. I mean yeah, i know he is so upset by the latest email we received ( which i need not mention was another pain ) but I wouldnt think he would let everything out. He is the one person who will always be calm and steady in the face of pressure so seeing this.. YIKES! Plus, each time someone makes him angry, he'll just brush it off and ignore. But for this one particular person and incident, erk, too bad la..

When I asked, " How come you reacted sampai gitu? ".
He simple answered , "Memang sengaja. I can never and will never tolerate disrespect. "

The last I saw him in this state was about a year ago but that was nutin compared to what happened yesterday. My 2 'so called friends' decided to turn life for me into hell. I remembered him saying, " When those gals come into the room to see you, dun say anything.. I will handle everything." And yeah, the first words which came out from him were certainly non friendly and non tolerant simply for the fact that these 'friends' of mine became disrespectful to me.

Anyways... now i know.. for the easy going person most ppl know him by.. if you cross the line with him, dun expect roses in the garden!

And for that one person who had to sit thru the ordeal and be the very fers person to see him in that state, all i can say is you kinda dig your own grave..