Heartbeat of a Her

And here she is
Wisdom tells me Im nothing
Love tells me Im everything
Within the two, my life flows...

her journey her love her other voices her and herself

Heartbeat of a Her

Wednesday, September 19, 2007 School's started!

11:35 am

Yesterday was my fers lecture for the year and it started with Accounts.. Bummer. For someone with entirely no Accounts background whatsoever,I am just hoping that i can follow the class throughout without being lost in transition. Haha.

The past 2 years have been hectic, what with me balancing my tuition, studies and work. This year, I can see that it will be pretty much the same, if not worse. It was my very first class yest and I had a classic case of 'Can i separate my body into 2 parts?'. It was into the second half of the class and I decided to put my phone to silent mode coz I wanted to focus and not get distracted. This is the first time of my life that Im duin is as usually it will be beside me vibrating if anyone calls or texts. For the next 30 minutes as the lecturer was going thru the terms Debit and Credit, I followed intensely until suddenly I just felt that sth was not right so I slipped my hands into my bag to take my phone out. True enough, there were 9 missed calls and 6 smses from Dear. He was hysterically hoping that I would answer the phone. ( All these years, I have never even gotten more than 3 missed calls from him so i know this is deadly urgent. ) As i read the smses he sent, one by one, I found out that someone was looking for me to enquire about a proposal which we sent in.

The whole project will cost a 5-figure sum and we're trying our luck to clinch it. Talk about absolutely bad timing. So in the middle of the class, I walked all the way out to the door infront of the whole lecture room like some star karat and mind me, I was sitting at the other end as I was late since I rushed over from the centre. The next 10 minutes saw me outside the lecture room calling back the person,trying to get to her, hoping that they have not made any decision against our proposal, only to find out that she was no longer in the office. I wanted to bite my fingers off. If we lost the deal because of me, Im so dead! But there was nothing I could do.. she's gone.. and I didnt answer my phone when Taufiq was alerting me. Goodness. I felt so lousy.

But! Thank god, this morning the lady called. Phewwwww... They are still evaluating the proposal but at least now I know that if we dun get it, its not because I chose the wrong time to silent my phone!