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         And here she isWisdom tells me Im nothing
 Love tells me Im everything
 Within the two, my life flows...
 
         
           her journey
           her love 
           her other voices
           her and herself
          
         Heartbeat of a Her
          
         
         Monday, August 13, 2007 Cool it9:49 pm
         Crap.. this is not a so good entry after what i just posted.. my bday celebration.. but i cannot take it! My blood is boiling... ok Su, cool it.. remember.. smile more, laugh more. 
 I mean like, its yr own life what you wanna do.. already it hurts that you wanna leave and not 'do' this anymore despite the many times i've heard.. " No, im not going to give up and do things halfway." Darn it.. I have had to go pass that and pull myself up so enough is enough...
 
 Seriously, bottom line is there's no running away from responsibilities.. whether you bring up the past or whether you twist n turn words.. Im going thru hell trying to make this work and i get stupid emails about your resignation constitutions which i have to read thru like i have all the time in the world. If you're not goin to help, no one's asking.. but please at least try to understand and not make things worse. My mum was rite.. she eva asked " How can u be sure that the rest will stay on? " after Shermin left. Instead, i told her that the others are responsible.. they wudnt do that. Now,its like a slap on my face! Ok ppl, always listen to Mummy.
 
 Goodnez!OK OK... Im not supposed to let thing get to me.. cool it su... cool it.... and dun mind the language im using.. not a good practice yeah.
 
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