Heartbeat of a Her

And here she is
Wisdom tells me Im nothing
Love tells me Im everything
Within the two, my life flows...

her journey her love her other voices her and herself

Heartbeat of a Her

Friday, July 13, 2007 Sicky week

11:12 am

This morning when I was leaving home, I saw the new shoes my mum bought for me n my sis... So I slipped it on.. Excited la tu.. Me n shoes... You know I know eh... But lets just say I deserved it coz I totally forgot that my toe nail was still recoverin from its injury ( tersandung e other day ) that the pain started to surge again. OMG... but hey cant blame me ah..I've been wearin freaking sandals all week long.. I miss my shoes.

Which brings me to the events of sickness earlier this week... On Sunday night, my stomach suffered from severe diarrhea. From 11pm to 2 am, in total, I visited the Mr Toilet 10 times in exact. I was feelin so sick and drained.. It was like there was nothing else in the stomach yet it was churning and churning away. Beaten, at 3am, I woke my parents up to see the doc. There goes my record of not visitin any doc for over 9 months. ( You see, I freaking hate docs and I'll self medicate no matter what but diarrhea... erk.. no medicine ) Around 100 bucks just went to the doc whom I saw for only 7 mins?? Goodness!

I stayed home the entire day on Monday.. I was so weak. Couldnt move ard much.. But the worst has yet to come. By evening time, the pain from diarrhea was gone.. but tadaaaa another Miss Stomach Pain came by for a visit.. This sharp stinging pain right in the centre of my tummy stayed throughout the hours. I couldn even walk.. I was crouching on the mattress begging for the pain to stop. I was thinking.. "Am i gonna die?" It was so bad that even the thought of it's shivering me. ;( That was like the longest 2 hours of my life and when it finally subsided, I fell asleep instantly.. totally crushed.

Throughout Tues, the pain persisted tho not as bad. I tried my best to ignore.. When Wed came, I couldnt take it so I just stayed home till noon before i went out to work.. At home, I was rushing for the toilet when my feet kicked the side of my bed. For the next few mins, I was sitting and screaming in pain. My toe nail was long so imagine that.. part of it almost fell off so I just cut it.. Ouch!

Oh well, Im still alive and kicking... Yeah.. Alhamdullilah...