Heartbeat of a Her

And here she is
Wisdom tells me Im nothing
Love tells me Im everything
Within the two, my life flows...

her journey her love her other voices her and herself

Heartbeat of a Her

Tuesday, September 19, 2006 Special Ones

12:35 am

I saw her again. This time she was walking towards Tiong Bahru Plaza. I couldnt recognise her initially but when I looked at her again, it came to my mind that this is the girl whom i saw at the mrt station the other day. When i saw her again just now, I didnt think much as I was in quite a rush..

But now, sitting in my room, her face came to mind again.... I thought about how old she is and what she learns in school. Who her parents are and where she lives.. Does she have any siblings? And are they like her? A tinge of sadness creeps in my heart.. I thought to myself... What right have I got to complain about the sour rides of my life when I am completely healthy with no disabilities..blessed with a family and someone special whom I love and loves me... life equipped with necessities.. and the ablity to think normally... Its a world apart, me and her... yet we are living on the same Earth... walking on the same land..

I wonder how her life will be... And if our lives will be intertwined.. What will she do after school? How will she support herself? I am amused that others have strength to go thru life despite their shortcomings... Unlike me, I tend to falter at little blows..What a shame..And there are many others like her...

As we look at them, I have seen others mock at them or even making fun of them... What right have they? These people didnt ask to be born that way...

I wonder... is she sleeping right now? What is she dreaming of? Does she have dreams? If she does, may they all come true...

I pray that Allah bless her with all the best provisions that she can get... Amin..