And here she is
Wisdom tells me Im nothing
Love tells me Im everything
Within the two, my life flows...

Heartbeat of a Her

11:11 pm I have not turned a quarter of a century yet. But someone special to me has.

25 is an age where you look forward to with so much hopes and zest when you are younger. You set yourself expectations and wish for them to be fulfilled when you reach the big 25.

So, when the time finally comes, we sit and think about all the things which we wish we will achieve when we have turned that age.

Some materialised.. Some have not. And its funny to think about all those things you wish for back when you were much much younger.

I will be turning 25 in August. And when the time comes, I'll take out the check list. Meanwhile, Im thinking of what I would want to achieve when I am 30. :)

12:47 pm The only thing which is piling on this blog for now is dust. Tsk tsk tsk..

I am attributing my sickness to the horrible weather which has been rather unpredictable for a few weeks now. This has caused not only me, but also many others around me to fall sick, ( and of course we are all ignoring the fact that perhaps our lifestyle has been a cause too ) suffering from fever,flu, cough, sore throat and the works.

As of today, it has been 5 days since I have been coughing my lungs out. I hate phlegm.. don't you? They make you choke in the middle of the night causing a not-so-peaceful sleep. And worse, when I get into cabs, these taxi drivers go on and on about how I should be resting at home and that I should be taking sick leave when they hear me and my cough battling it out. Hahaha.. if only they knew.

But of course nothing beats losing your voice especially when you have already made appointments with people. For 3 days now, I have sounded like a croaking frog. Sexy.. haha... which reminds me of children.. My students are curious as to what had happened to my voice so when they asked, I said, "Yesterday, I ate two big frogs".

And this is followed with "Eeeeeeouuuuuu"... but nothing can beat Imin's search for the frog itself. He went into the kitchen almost immediately and opened all the doors to the fridge looking for it.

I must say, that is cute and I am evil.

And definitely, this is not exactly the best thing to blog about especially since I have not done so for eons. But then again, it would be useful for me to know how often I get sick later in the future.Just to see how pathetic I am.

Heh.


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2:38 pm Someone told me several years ago, " When it is your time to get married, remember; you may think it is your wedding but no, for it will be your parents',grandparents', uncles' and aunties' too. "

I just smiled.. but of course, the whole thing did not sink in until now.

Oh geee.....

Girls grow up ( or at least spending some amount of their time growing up ) thinking and fantasizing about that dream wedding of theirs ( and mostly not bothering whether there was a groom in the first place or not ). It may be on the beach, in a renowned hotel or that simple dinner with close family and friends. However, when you finally get down to discussing those details of your 'dream wedding', you'll find yourself forced to wake up from your 'dream wedding' dream and trying to make everyone else happy on your wedding.

And yes, I know... everyone goes through the same thing. Or every girl, rather.


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11:04 pm Gong Xi Fa Cai!

What a refreshing break I've had!
I was looking forward to this holiday like crazy.Why? Dont ask. Bottomline, I needed a break and I had it. Had a lot of catching up to do in the 'relax corner'.

Most importantly, I've had the time to calm myself down. My anxiety levels have been peaking these days. I would get stressed over the slightest issues, resulting in me developing unwelcoming mood swings. And then I would hate myself for how I was behaving. Gawd.

Am still recovering from the asthma. I cant even laugh properly these days. My laughter would get cut off as my breathing catches up with me. That is no fun at all.

Oh, have you watched Bride Wars? You should. And do so with your best friend. I did and had so much fun!

Alright, peace out!

11:31 pm

I received an extremely sweet sms this evening.

"Im like missing you n I duno y. Heh."

To you, girlfriend, I miss you too honey!

:)

I think it is of great essence that we listen to our bodies and give them proper attention no matter how busy we get. Two weeks ago, I started coughing badly. As usual, I took it for granted that it would go away on its own. A week flew by, still the coughing was bad. And by last weekend, I had developed a horrible sore throat with fever and the works. At night, I could not sleep with ease. It was difficult to breathe. I admitted defeat. Finally I went to the doctor and was told that my ASTHMA is back. The doctor was actually grinning while telling me this. ( He’s our family doctor and even though I have not visited him for about 2 years, he could still remember me well. ) The last time I had it was when I was in primary school. So, yes, it was rather unwelcoming. Till today, my breathing is still catching up on me whenever I speak, especially when I speak the speed of bullets, which is what I always do. Hah.

So, ladies and gentlemen… give your bodies a break. Treat them well. Do not over stretch yourself, thinking that you are Superwoman and what not.

Ah kan, da semput.

Padan muka!

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:: One of my favourite pictures from one of my favourite moments. ::